Love . Sex . and Magic

I'm effed,

2009-11-05T04:15:00.000-08:00

ZOMG! i think i got tough burn.
if thats even a word.

LOL. MY ASS,
so like since exams is over ,
there's nothing else to do right?
Except, turning the class upside down, HA!

So, Like i don't really know whats happening to sarah now a days.
she kinda like changed, ever since she found out her results.
Wtv right?

skip
skip
skip
skip.

Okays, so me, wei hong , yau onn , leonidas , leng kee , shaun and brian
played dare or double dare.
and heck yea it was awesome i guess?
except for the fact that i was the only girl there. :(

so first we spinned the correction tape.
at baam, it pointed at leonidas.
Wei hong dared him to go to the Hiew kei's group and shake he's ass .
He did it. hahas. crazy much.

LOL. we did like so insanity things.
Things tad are just like so retarded.

so this is all the dares that they made me do. ehm They dared me to walk towards yau onn hold one of his shoulder and say i LOVE you.
well , whateve. he's my brotha right?
Then they say after i did that he's face blushing =s.
I dont know why? but all of them keep daring me to like do retarded stuffs to yau onn.
They say that he like me?
Nahhh! i dont think so. i dont belive them!
And they asked me to molest marcus from face to neck. I did it. =p
They asked me to lie on the floor and say i'm dying i'm dying. I did it
they asked me to massage yu rong like for 5 times. I did it.

Oh oh oh.. and i almost forgot.
YOU'LL LAUGH LIKE SHIT WHEN U READ THIS.
bryan dared wei hong to cut hiew kei's string.
the string that they were playing with...
u know the game, when u put the string around yr hand and make X's. Hahas. yea that game if u know what i'm talking about.
okay anyways, Bryan dared wei hong to cut the string.
so wei hong though " sap sap sui"
so he cutted the string.
walau that whole group of girls marah us like shit.
say tad we play all these stupid game.
Then Hiew kei cried?
why? because he cutted her string.
DAMN WHAT THE HELL MAN.
dont even know what shit is this.
then teacher stared at us like don't know what shit.

ji yin told sanmathy that hiew kei wants to tell pn.Julie.

all of us was like what the eff.
small shit only weih.
make it like such a big deal.

2009-10-30T06:12:00.000-07:00

ZOMG!
today 30/10/09 (friday).
test is finally over, DAMNED. i dont think i'm really happy.
should i be happy?
LOLS. MOVING ON.

So normally during exam breaks i'll go all the way to the back of the class, wtf larh kays i sit infront with the bloody lala mui.
So it'll be sarah,me,richard,aishu,sanmathy,wei hong,leonidas,yau onn and bryan.
LOL. so all of us kept talking... we talked so louad that teacher had to chase us back to our places..
5 mins later all of us when back to sarah's place...took out our phones- did some camwhoring.

BLA BLA BLA.

fought with pei yen the lala bitch today!. good , i never wanted to be friends with u anyways =D
So, hasta la vista bitch..
p/s. ahem, we asked all the boys and some of the girls in the class...and guess what?
everyone's taking my side not yr's bitch.. so u can go run around with yr flat boobs.

fuck off bitch!

your's sincerely,
Nicole ryans.

The proposal xD

2009-10-21T04:26:00.000-07:00

LOL. This show is some funny shit.
watched it...it was awesome and quite sad.

MUST WATCH =D.

Omigod , i'm like a movie critic.
Hahahs. it's fun tho.

Deepavali.

2009-10-18T07:12:00.000-07:00

LOL.
okays so here's what i did...
i woke up at 10a.m and took a bath. Psst! i STINK.
So like i finish bathing at like 11.25 like tad. LOL.
SKIP
SKIP
SKIP
SKIP
went to ex-neighbor's house late.
aunt left already,
so just us , and a few peoples... LOL

Then went to grandma's house.
figured out that my aunt was there.

Haix, grandma thinks shes sick. GEEEEE!!!

we stayed there for like how long arh?
3 Hours ah?

LOLs. then just when we're about to leave my other aunt came.
SKIP SKIP SKIP.
so, we went outside.
Played with denise.

Aunts and My parents told grandma to exercise
Then grandma went to the garden to exercise .
AHA!!!! she stepped on my LEG.
WHAT THE FUCK MAN.
damn pain..
some more say sick???
LOL.
took some pictures with denise(will post it)
Then played with a so called-blueberry tree.

AND THEN went home lorh.

2009-10-17T06:50:00.001-07:00

Argh, just came back from somewhere*.
so tired , Gosh damn it.
Geee , i feel like sleeping so badly.

LOL. i fell asleep just now.
But this feeling i get when you're not around,
not around anymore.
i can't sleep I'm think about u 247.

Hahas, but in the end i fell asleep.
wait , i had this dream.
U were there, we were laughing happily.
In this beautiful place.
But where are we?
forget that.

The last touch of your hands,
and then i just faded away.
Like memories that are forgotten.

though that i would woke up by then,
cause normally from a fairytale to a nightmare,
well for me it means I'm gonna wake up.
But i dint why?
wasn't that the ending? is there more?

u came back.
looked into my eyes ,
and those final words was....
"I'm sorry"
But there was no other way , so i got the final say.
But he said , no. i'm not leaving u i'm just sorry.

he wasn't gonna leave me.
as we walked across the dusty path.
a car came through . and banged him down.
i could still hear he's voice screaming through my head.
That horrible scream.

why did he said sorry?
WHY?
I'M AWAKE NOW. give me some answer please???

I'm tearing now.
that dream. it was horrible.

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2009-10-17T06:33:00.000-07:00

AHA! I'M OBSESSED with the song GOOD GIRLS GO BAD.
That song rocks . damn it , effin nice xD

Cobra starship feat leighton meester.

2009-10-16T21:50:00.000-07:00

Bryan says bruno is nice. Feel like watching it.
HAHAS. and of cause it's a sick show, wait is it?
whatever , just screw it xD

HAHAS! watched borat already Damned funny..
I hate this show [PAUSE] NOT.
for those people that watched this show, awesome xD
for those people that dint, Get a life.

Bryan and hariz watched it too.

2009-10-16T21:35:00.000-07:00

Damn. Drag me to hell is some awesome shit.
IT's so nice and funny ,
But not scary. Just frightening
LOL.
me and lil' bryan bought that CD.
we watched it in sarah's house.
Together with kelly and hariz.

LOL. so we watched the movie, and sarah was like making it so FUNNY!
ZOMG. and at some parts kelly kept screaming LIKE woah.

The old laday in the show damned sick man.
Got one part she was like trying to french kiss the women but got no teeth to kiss.
Sweat, and again bryan though of that.

but i think that we talked more then watching the show.
we just made it like a total comedy show.
LOL. now i know who to watch horror movies with.
which is of cause no other then, kelly,sarah,hariz, bryan and of cause me.

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I've found a way.

2009-10-16T20:54:00.000-07:00

I've found a way to solve all my Damned problems.
Ballet.
I learned ballet once,
when i was 7years old.
Then i quit , and now i regret.

Ballet is beautiful,
Now i know.

OH-How envy i Get.
when i see pictures of ballerinas and the way they dance.
Beautiful.

TILL this day,
i regret, knowing that if i never quited
i could be a ballerina.

But for now the only thing i can do is to write about it.
Dance like there's nothing else to live for.

Amateur's Work of Art.

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2009-10-16T20:38:00.000-07:00

Boy, i'm addicted to you.
Just like i'm addicted to dancing.
Boy, i wanna know you.
Like i never did.

Those words u left me kept me waiting for second, hours and so many days.
Kept me thinking over and over again.

Have i fallen in love with you?
U gave me this feeling .

I'm trying not to love you
I'm trying not to care
I'm trying not to live my life,
wishing u were there
I'm trying not to wonder,
where you are or what you do.
I'm sorry,
i can't help my self.
I fell in love with you.

She who i'll never forget.

2009-10-16T09:30:00.000-07:00

Just like peanut butter and jelly.
You're like the friend that i'll always have,
A very Good one indeed.

Ups and downs;
good times and bad times.

No matter what goes wrong,
i know you're there.

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Dance like there's no tomorrow.

2009-10-16T09:22:00.000-07:00

I Dance , when i feel the pain,
I Scream when i feel the anger.

I'm not a good dancer , but i can dance like there's no tomorrow.
You cant hear me when i scream , But u can feel Me in pain.

Dancing is my passion

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