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Friday, October 30, 2009

ZOMG!
today 30/10/09 (friday).
test is finally over, DAMNED. i dont think i'm really happy.
should i be happy?
LOLS. MOVING ON.

So normally during exam breaks i'll go all the way to the back of the class, wtf larh kays i sit infront with the bloody lala mui.
So it'll be sarah,me,richard,aishu,sanmathy,wei hong,leonidas,yau onn and bryan.
LOL. so all of us kept talking... we talked so louad that teacher had to chase us back to our places..
5 mins later all of us when back to sarah's place...took out our phones- did some camwhoring.

BLA BLA BLA.


fought with pei yen the lala bitch today!. good , i never wanted to be friends with u anyways =D
So, hasta la vista bitch..
p/s. ahem, we asked all the boys and some of the girls in the class...and guess what?
everyone's taking my side not yr's bitch.. so u can go run around with yr flat boobs.

fuck off bitch!



your's sincerely,
Nicole ryans.

what we could have been, 6:12 AM.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009



LOL. This show is some funny shit.
watched it...it was awesome and quite sad.

MUST WATCH =D.

Omigod , i'm like a movie critic.
Hahahs. it's fun tho.

what we could have been, 4:26 AM.
Sunday, October 18, 2009








LOL.
okays so here's what i did...
i woke up at 10a.m and took a bath. Psst! i STINK.
So like i finish bathing at like 11.25 like tad. LOL.
SKIP
SKIP
SKIP
SKIP
went to ex-neighbor's house late.
aunt left already,
so just us , and a few peoples... LOL

Then went to grandma's house.
figured out that my aunt was there.

Haix, grandma thinks shes sick. GEEEEE!!!

we stayed there for like how long arh?
3 Hours ah?

LOLs. then just when we're about to leave my other aunt came.
SKIP SKIP SKIP.
so, we went outside.
Played with denise.

Aunts and My parents told grandma to exercise
Then grandma went to the garden to exercise .
AHA!!!! she stepped on my LEG.
WHAT THE FUCK MAN.
damn pain..
some more say sick???
LOL.
took some pictures with denise(will post it)
Then played with a so called-blueberry tree.

AND THEN went home lorh.

what we could have been, 7:12 AM.
Saturday, October 17, 2009

Argh, just came back from somewhere*.
so tired , Gosh damn it.
Geee , i feel like sleeping so badly.

LOL. i fell asleep just now.
But this feeling i get when you're not around,
not around anymore.
i can't sleep I'm think about u 247.

Hahas, but in the end i fell asleep.
wait , i had this dream.
U were there, we were laughing happily.
In this beautiful place.
But where are we?
forget that.

The last touch of your hands,
and then i just faded away.
Like memories that are forgotten.

though that i would woke up by then,
cause normally from a fairytale to a nightmare,
well for me it means I'm gonna wake up.
But i dint why?
wasn't that the ending? is there more?

u came back.
looked into my eyes ,
and those final words was....
"I'm sorry"
But there was no other way , so i got the final say.
But he said , no. i'm not leaving u i'm just sorry.

he wasn't gonna leave me.
as we walked across the dusty path.
a car came through . and banged him down.
i could still hear he's voice screaming through my head.
That horrible scream.

why did he said sorry?
WHY?
I'M AWAKE NOW. give me some answer please???

I'm tearing now.
that dream. it was horrible.

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what we could have been, 6:50 AM.




AHA! I'M OBSESSED with the song GOOD GIRLS GO BAD.
That song rocks . damn it , effin nice xD

Cobra starship feat leighton meester.

what we could have been, 6:33 AM.
Friday, October 16, 2009



Bryan says bruno is nice. Feel like watching it.
HAHAS. and of cause it's a sick show, wait is it?
whatever , just screw it xD



HAHAS! watched borat already Damned funny..
I hate this show [PAUSE] NOT.
for those people that watched this show, awesome xD
for those people that dint, Get a life.

Bryan and hariz watched it too.

what we could have been, 9:50 PM.



Damn. Drag me to hell is some awesome shit.
IT's so nice and funny ,
But not scary. Just frightening
LOL.
me and lil' bryan bought that CD.
we watched it in sarah's house.
Together with kelly and hariz.

LOL. so we watched the movie, and sarah was like making it so FUNNY!
ZOMG. and at some parts kelly kept screaming LIKE woah.

The old laday in the show damned sick man.
Got one part she was like trying to french kiss the women but got no teeth to kiss.
Sweat, and again bryan though of that.

but i think that we talked more then watching the show.
we just made it like a total comedy show.
LOL. now i know who to watch horror movies with.
which is of cause no other then, kelly,sarah,hariz, bryan and of cause me.

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what we could have been, 9:35 PM.



I've found a way to solve all my Damned problems.
Ballet.
I learned ballet once,
when i was 7years old.
Then i quit , and now i regret.

Ballet is beautiful,
Now i know.

OH-How envy i Get.
when i see pictures of ballerinas and the way they dance.
Beautiful.

TILL this day,
i regret, knowing that if i never quited
i could be a ballerina.

But for now the only thing i can do is to write about it.
Dance like there's nothing else to live for.

Amateur's Work of Art.


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what we could have been, 8:54 PM.


Boy, i'm addicted to you.
Just like i'm addicted to dancing.
Boy, i wanna know you.
Like i never did.

Those words u left me kept me waiting for second, hours and so many days.
Kept me thinking over and over again.

Have i fallen in love with you?
U gave me this feeling .

I'm trying not to love you
I'm trying not to care
I'm trying not to live my life,
wishing u were there
I'm trying not to wonder,
where you are or what you do.
I'm sorry,
i can't help my self.
I fell in love with you.

what we could have been, 8:38 PM.



Just like peanut butter and jelly.
You're like the friend that i'll always have,
A very Good one indeed.

Ups and downs;
good times and bad times.

No matter what goes wrong,
i know you're there.

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what we could have been, 9:30 AM.




I Dance , when i feel the pain,
I Scream when i feel the anger.

I'm not a good dancer , but i can dance like there's no tomorrow.
You cant hear me when i scream , But u can feel Me in pain.




Dancing is my passion

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what we could have been, 9:22 AM.

THE LADY

Nicole Ryans , in her sweet 13. 13-08-96 remember that.
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